October 10, 2002
looking out over the waves
I�ve spent so much time trying to figure out why I�m afraid to see him..
and now that I�ve found the answer I feel more lost than ever..
and I need someone to confide in.. someone who will listen and believe without judging. I need to see the situation through objective eyes.
But he�s the only one I really trust.
And ironically enough he�s the only one I can�t talk to about this.. because neither one of us could be anywhere near objective.
And if you�re reading this (you who call me Karma) please don�t jump to a conclusion because I bet they're false.
3:10 p.m.