August 04, 2002

disappearing wouldn�t be so bad

The phone is ringing for the tenth time today.. The same four people calling again and again.. you think they�d realize I�m ignoring it by now.

My stomach is grumbling.. demanding food.. but I feel like denying it that right, at least for a little while.

The sky is cloudy and bleak.. and even looking through my bedroom window at it�s dismal beauty isn�t helping me today.

Not even the bottle of guinness I�m drinking is bringing me any enjoyment. How very sad.

5:14 p.m.