May 11, 2003
Given
I can tell myself that I don�t care.. that it doesn�t matter.
But it does.
And I do.
That�s a hard lesson to face up to sometimes.
And I guess the reason why I�ve been posting in public diaries, and filling page after page in my pretty new Brian Froud paper diary rather than coming here is because vulnerability scares me. Exposure scares me. Emotions scare me.
And with everyone but my Lost boy reading these words I guess I�ve found it easier to be anonymous lately.
But I like it here.. and I want to stay. So if any of you don�t like what you read then I�m sorry.. But no one told you that you had to.
5:50 a.m.