November 01, 2002

hold my hand before I fly away

I�m going to sing �tomorrow� like a prayer.

I�m going to thank the gods above for all my blessing.

I�m going to forget about how broke I am. How jobless I am.

I�m going to twirl and dance and smile..

Because I can. Because I have to. Because..

..my car is getting fixed soon and it won�t cost me a cent.

..I found some lovely forest green and white plaid material that I�m making a skirt out of.

..it�s November and Ian is coming.

..my boys (my friends) really are the best in the world.

..Lily is better.

And best of all, I haven�t been depressed in two days. Two whole glorious days. And you know what�s more? I haven�t taken any St. John�s Wort either.

12:35 p.m.